If I may offer some advice that may or may not be relevant to you:
i feel that she is more important to me than being distracted by the creativity of others work and my own in this hobby area.
People are unreliable, and it would be wrong to completely ignore your own interest for the sake of being with someone. Invest too much importance in one individual and you might well end up with nothing. Of course, compromise is what makes relationships work, but always leave some space to think of yourself, because noone else will. By all means, go out with your friends, get fishmuzzled, have a girlfriend, enjoy it, but keep a fulfilling hobby or your life will be poorer for the lack of it.
I almost eligible for a Victorian firearms license, and once i gain this privilege i feel i will most certainly lose all interest in building, modifying, and using homemade arms and related.
That's what I thought when I turned 18, didn't happen. I think you'll find many members here have their own air and firearms, yet are more than happy to persist in spudding. Anyone can buy a gun, but it takes more to make one and its infinitely more satisfying.
Ah well, those were my 2 euro cents, good luck with everything
